Baptism ~

wow. 14 March 2010.

Long Time NO Blog XD

Today was a day. My day XD because I got BAPTISE!!!!!!!! wooh!
Committed Christian and gave my life to the lord =]

I was nervous at first, but later when I got "dunked" LOL I came up fresher than ever. ~ Praise the Lord !

My Baptism Ceremony consist of me getting a bible ~ ( MY VERY FIRST BIBLE!!! XD ) and a baptism certificate by Pastor Stan !

I want to Thank Harvest Church, Pastor Stan and Helen ! For giving me this opportunity to change, support and become closer to Jesus Christ. =]

AMEN !

HAPPY CNY LA.

Hellooooo and HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR LAH !~~~ + VALENTINE's DAY ~~~

LOL Just came back from a temple thing that most asian do at new year : Pray.

So much people!!!! hahaha went with Clarisse and Row ~ and Fam~ LOL

Clarisse quote " I'm going to get lung cancer " from the incense thing rofl haha
Our new year's eve was short and "interesting" lol had dinner then Kelly and them came over~ Well Rowena came first and we talked at the park about..everything...LOL man you know kids younger than us KNOWS ALOT- Especially the dodgy stuff HAHAHA zomg Rowena...

So had new year's eve dinner then Parents went to Manukau for fireworks - Me, Row, Clarisse and Tracy didn't go lol instead we were mischievous and drove to Row's ( ******) place and she like sneak in his house ROFL HAHAHA but fail - He wasn't at home ahha and we didn't tell parents , so Clarisse's mum rang her Mob and was like WHERE ARE U ETC ETC and we were hiding int he bush while waiting for Row to come out and Clarisse said our parents were at my house already and we were like omg shit etc etc LOL and Tracy panic hardcore because she hasn't done this thing before ( rebel stuff.) LOL so were like " chill out man, just go with the flow"

In the car back we were like :

" OMG WHAT SHOULD WE SAY KJESKILFHESUHFLUIF"
" OMG LETS JUST SAY WE WENT MACCAS BECAUSE TRACY WAS HUNGRY"
Tracy: " WTF BUT I GOT MY NEW YEAR MONEY ETC "
US: " YEA JUST PRETEND YOU USED IT ..." etc
and overall at the end we just said we went to buy ice cream..LOL

Parents was suspicious but they let us go i think..hahaha because they didn't ask much .. hehehe

so yea then we went temple LOL

Fun Fun Adrenalin rush~

iPhoto Booth

* SMILE *

- Clicks -

HAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAH

" We look funny O.o "

LOL SUNDAY IS ALWAYS A GOOD DAY, yes, not because of Church - But also because of After CHURCH LOL

Omg BUT today morning was so EPIC, because we had to go airport to drop my cousin and her husband ( man i don't know how to call your cousin's husband is it like brother in law? cousin in law? wtf Asian families and naming so complicated !!! ) and also my other guy cousin etc there was 4 people. This was at around 11am.

Ok so when we check in, I helped them translate and stuff then later ...THERE WAS A PROBLEM - not me. haha, but problem with the tickets!!! arghhh P.S IT WAS THE TRAVEL AGENTS FAULT. GAWRRRRR. Apparently before they had this wrong surname thing but my cousin corrected it for the travel agent like ages ago, but the travel agent didn't delete the wrong surname in the system!!! so basically there was two ticket for one person that has the correct surname and the incorrect surname!!! instead the travel agent deleted my guy cousin's ticket so he had like no ticket ROFL

It was so tense because we were going back and forward like soccer team battling it out LOL
My mum was screaming in the phone to the travel agent NAME CINDY. FROM RAINBOW'S TRAVEL LTD ( DO NOT GO TO HER ) and the flight check in people were ringing all the way to Kaula Lumper to help change the wrong names otherwise my Guy Cousin couldn't get on!!! argh.

In the last minute we had to wait for the phone call from the Malaysian Airline center in Malaysia....

*waits* - they rang like few min before departure!!! THANK LORD!!!! btw their flight was at 2.15pm and they dealt with this problem from 11am-1.45pm YES I KNOW!!!! so later they let him in because they changed the name on the system. and I was late to church, which I got frustrated lolol. They had to 'special' escort them to the plane otherwise they cant get in because the boarding gate has already been close...

AHHH yes stressful and frustrating morning. BUT in the end went to pick up Clarisse and drove to church~~~ etc etc service etc~~~

After Church we went to Botany Town Centre, It wasn't much for us as we go there like 1 Billion time but we still found it fun because hey if you think its boring - you are boring ( quoted by Mr VK my Geo teacher LOL ) went to buy ice- cream~! we got 3 scoops!! the Manukau honey thing was free it was like a promotion thing lol

Yeah, I hardly eat ice-cream so I had a hard time eating it..LOLOL but it was really funny specially it was really hot and it melted real quick ahha after we went to dick and smith with Amy etc then LOL I went on the imac to like take photos LOL OMG THE EFFECTS WAS SO COOL LOLOLOL Me and Clarisse got really hyper taking photos~~ Then Clarisse bluetooth it to her phone rofl so we can put it on Facebook~ and show you later the photos when I get it.

When we left Botany, there was this old gramps that LOOKS LIKE SANTA ON SUMMER VACATION ROFL it was hard taking photos of him...so like i pretended to be a tourist LOL and Clarisse got the pictures~~~ he's in the background- but going to crop it in hahaha

XD Yes very productive Sunday~~~

* This is the website to the photos, enter at your own risk =O *

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=3345829&id=647488476

SCHOOL 1.0


YR 13 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =O~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

It was gay.

Timetable got twisted because they took out 13SCI !!!! so I had to choose another subject !!!! which I couldn't decide because : I DIDN'T WANT TO DO ANY OF THEM.

The choices : Calc Alt Or Chemistry.

I chose "Or"

LOL na I didn't but I use the old fashion way of choosing !~

May the Lord decides for me - Using my rabbit rubber LOL
The ugly side was Chem, The clean side was Calc.
Out OF 3

1st - Calc
2nd- Chem
3rd- Chem

SO it is...Chem!!!! I had Mr TP, pretty good result I guess and in Joo's Class!! woop!!
but then it's going to be HARD WORK.
*sigh*

1st day back at school, well not the first more like 3rd day because of peer support training and confirmation day *0*. Didn't really do much work. I Like my Teachers =] and the classes were...NO COMMENT.
I made money at school today LOL sold 3 Gatsby and got $45 , NOT BAD ^________^

Saw Big birds hair today and my reaction was like WHAT.THE.FICKLES. ?! But I assume every one's reaction was that as well but in their own terms...LOL

Oh in the morning, I drove to school and sigh I should really get to school earlier lol because the was no parking space at the cul-de-sac thingy but one by the kerb, WHICH I HAD TO PARALLEL PARK, WHICH I FAIL MISERABLY, WHICH THANKS TO CLARISSE SHE CAME and guided me LOL She was like those airport traffic controllers =P Thanks to her I park, and thanks to me that we were nearly late ! hahaha

well MR KAMELLA ( admin teacher) bloody gumby egg teacher gorilla who has hair covered his WHOLE frikin face !!! Told us off. FIRST THING IN THE MORNING AND WE GET TOLD OFF WTMMMMMMUCK. It was for our fringe, he expected us to cut it THIS MORNING I mean wtfish???? and expect us to cut it like a mental person so like your fringe stick out = =!!! argh!!! asshole.

Yea.......Look forward to SCHOOL 2.0, When it's over. ( End of the year)

Proverbs 18:21


The tongue has the power of life and death,
and those who love it will eat
its fruit.

Colossians 4:6

Let your conversation be always full of grace, seasoned with salt, so that you may know how to answer everyone.

Tell me who I am

So, Yesterday I was reading Tyler's Blog about not keeping secrets lol and it was pretty inspiring and interesting :) And if he don't mind, I would like to do a similar blog to his.

I started going to church on the 29Th September 2009, for a change.
I'm Changing to be a better person I guess, Opening my heart out more, Just to be overall - good. But not too good, because life is too short to be all good and plus we are pretty young. Meaning that we make mistake and if you are not selfish - learning from your mistake.

P.S. I love Jesus Christ.

I'm pretty emo at home, well...if you know me, you would understand. But if you want to know more then..here: I don't know why, maybe it's the atmosphere and the constant arguments and violence at home. It's like the movie: Once Were Warriors except Asian version. I hardly laugh or talk at home maybe once in a few weeks - I have depression.

Most of the time at school, I have a mask on - A fake warm smile and humble greetings. I have to, otherwise how am i suppose to enjoy the rest of the day? But I feel as I am myself more at school than home.

I Like to entertain people. Most of the time making them laugh- Because it gives me a warm secure feeling of happiness.

I cannot categories my friends and families - because they all feels like Family to me. Maybe that's why I have to learn to say no.

I was Bullied in Primary.

I act tough and all - but really I am a big Softy. And if you don't believe it, I sleep with a night light LOL ( Because I'm scared of the dark). But I keep my values and stay strong.

Some say I'm nosy, some say I'm interested. I say I'm Curious George :)

I'm immature at times, I mean so what? - I'm not married. =P But I could go as deep as you want in a conversation, I can Keep a secret - Because i will forget it. LOL Unless it's something to do with me.

I have no sister so Clarisse Co is like a Sister to me, Little one; since she's younger then me 0.0 LOL

My first crush was in primary, yr 5? yr 6? I cant remember but it was Tyler Jolley. :) I thought you liked Yujin so I didn't bother. haha and you have to know - it took ages finding you! because of no connection and communication back then. But Thanks to FACEBOOK, I finally found you.

I get hooked on to TV quite easily- I could watch cartoons, drama, docos anything! LOl I just love media? and Movies! - I always wanted to do Performing arts.

My mum use to hit me a lot, with wooden spoon, coat hangers, shoe, belt.. anything in her reach. But it's less now. As you can see why I flinch everytime people do a innocent hand gestures O.o''


I eat VERY slow, but my metabolism is pretty fast. But it pisses people off haha

I attempted 4 or more suicide because of my depression - But failed Because I grew Stronger.

I've liked over a million people LOL but only truly one person - I will never mention this person's name. But I have liked you for 3 years.

In other hand, the only person I liked and told and he liked me back was Billy. But then You did some..stupid weird stuff so yea. I would Still liked you if you haven't changed but then you have so bleh :X

I ran away from home once - and Failed.

I only trust one person - me

I was selfish { changing now } and moody, but I can give a hand in need because I like to help the important.
I was Selfish but not Cold- hearted.


I never look down on people - because you never know when they will climb up and maybe help you. Which leads to, I accept everyone. Because everyone should have a chance to speak.

I'm more practical - hands down, When I was little I use to create model houses out of polystyrene and invented indoor cardboard ski board and take apart my duck clock ( I feel sorry for it now) and put it all back together lol =] hahaha Thanks to the Game Sims, I wont make a mess at home no more !

I find guy friends more easy to talk to than girl friends :S

I was label as "Tomboy" a lot , because I didn't wear skirt or short shorts or dress or make up. And maybe I was rough and play too much sports.
But it's because I don't feel that comfortable wearing mini skirt it makes me feel too expose O.O'' I don't mind if its a really really really hot day - ill wear it. It' s just clothes. I'm rough maybe because I have two Brothers and since I'm the oldest sister I had to tough up and lead a good role model for them. I play sports because I can. People still liked me because I was myself.

I have a Vagina not a Penis.

I hate seeing clumps of ants or spiders or any of those creepy insects - it give me the shivers and goosebumps lol

I did house chores since I was 8 = =

I was really really shy, thanks to speech - I am more confident now.

I stumble I lot when a talk LOL

I had a eating disorder when I was little - I eat, then Vomit. LOL Oh yeah by the way that is why I eat Slow if your wondering earlier on.

I have a forgetful memory !!!! which I dislike very much, but the funny thing is - I remember random stuff easily. Never the school stuff. haha


I use to have imaginary friends when I was little :/ because my mum and dad worked in a restaurant in Austria and dont have time for me ....so I was alone and I think they realise it because they had my Brothers LOL

I hated my Brothers. But I guess they're alright now.

I dont like my room door to be half open or open at nightI get irritated when my mum comes in then leaves the door like that...because I just feel something weird and is scared something might pop out and scare me...same to my closet ~.~ yea...

I had beer when I was 4, I remember my dad telling me I was pretty drunk and danced around the restaurant.

I always thought in Austria the people are really friendly and nice, maybe because I entertain the customers and on Easter these old couples ( really old) gave me this really cool as cake ~! I love being around with people. But. I like to be Lonely at times.

My mum thinks i have mental problem LOL like im weird and not healthy and natural ~.~ well maybe because my period came when I was 15? and somehow now it doesnt come much because of my nervous breakdown thing 0.0;; But when it first came I was scared shit, but I knew what it was LOL but still I hate seeing blood it just bleh~~~~!

I HATE NEEDLES, INJECTIONS.

I get really nervous and scare when I have an examination, not just school like any examination. Before the exam I would feel like I want to Vomit, My stomach will hurt ( Thinking ill shit my self), My whole body becomes cold and I 'shake' and have sweaty palm lol

Everytime I cry, My Whole body becomes really numb.

Hm Im still experience life, the list goes on..but i'll add more once I remember more LOL


1 Timothy 4:11-14

Command and teach these things.Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity.Until I come, devote yourself to the public reading of Scripture, to preaching and to teaching.Do not neglect your gift, which was given you through a prophetic message when the body of elders laid their hands on you.